Wednesday, January 31, 2007

The Rise to Fall

wow its crazy i have been talkin 2 this man for about 3 weeks and it has gone by so quickly. Every free second i have i only want 2 spend it with him. I gave up going home from school to see my parents and family to stay in Winston and go to his house. Something is wrong, im not suppose 2 feel like this at all its al little scary. He is rising to new heights as it pertains to the way i feel about him and i am falling more and more everyday. In this time period he wont end a phone conversation without the words i love you. I have no problem reciprocating because i do love him im just not IN love yet. But at the rate we are moving it wont be long at all. hmmm where do i go from here. Is the speed a good sign or does it suggest i should proceed wit caution the road signs are unclear so i guess i will play it by ear. The love that will follow will be a sweet melody puntuated by moments of reflection where we will both say how when and why did we get this way?