Monday, December 10, 2007

The Temple

A sanctuary of love
a fondue of chocolate skin that exists only to encompass you
your body up against my pretty brown skin
kissing touching rubbing bursting to feel
feel me deep inside my...
Mind
please me deeper inside my body
a temple yours forever iF you will stay in this place
when u can live, learn, grow and play
where i can please your mind touch your body
and quench your soul
im so much more than these other boyz
IM NOT JUST A HOLE!

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Monday, December 3, 2007

HATING YOUR REFLECTION


The main thing most people will think as they read the title of this blog is why would YOU hate your reflection. well reflection has more than one meaning. I sat here and thought about what i have become since the start of my matriculation here at WSSU. I ended a year relationship with my first love only two months before coming here. I came to WSSU not really knowing who i was. I began to define myself by others opinions and the perception of the men around me. I went on to fall in love with third who left me and married someone else. My world has collapsed around me. i feel like no one wants me. As i sat an reflected upon my existence i began to hate who i sat in the mirror. i look around me and i see others relationships flourishing and JAPAN is single and alone. All everyone wants to do is fuck. I refuse to be used. Isn't there a man in this world who wants me for me. One who wants to get to know my mind before he tries to introduce himself (in)to my body. I dont hate men i just dont understand them most of the time. some times the most insignificant 4 letters come together to form a word which really is the breath of life LOVE a word that can make you see everything in bright vivid colors or simply bring you to a dark place of "hating your reflection"

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