The main thing most people will think as they read the title of this blog is why would YOU hate your reflection. well reflection has more than one meaning. I sat here and thought about what i have become since the start of my matriculation here at WSSU. I ended a year relationship with my first love only two months before coming here. I came to WSSU not really knowing who i was. I began to define myself by others opinions and the perception of the men around me. I went on to fall in love with third who left me and married someone else. My world has collapsed around me. i feel like no one wants me. As i sat an reflected upon my existence i began to hate who i sat in the mirror. i look around me and i see others relationships flourishing and JAPAN is single and alone. All everyone wants to do is fuck. I refuse to be used. Isn't there a man in this world who wants me for me. One who wants to get to know my mind before he tries to introduce himself (in)to my body. I dont hate men i just dont understand them most of the time. some times the most insignificant 4 letters come together to form a word which really is the breath of life LOVE a word that can make you see everything in bright vivid colors or simply bring you to a dark place of "hating your reflection"
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