id give my life to love you again
i walk past the road to happiness to forge a new one with you
time passes
people change
some wounds heal others grow
some fester and others bleed
this is how ive felt since the day you left me
i feel like a used napkin
i no longer have a use for anyone else
like broken glass
damaged and irepairable
if my hert had been a house it was destroyed
ravaged by a fire set by you in my figuartive fireplace
which has now spilled over and engulfed the structure
thousands in damage itens incerenerated
most were priceless and irreplacable
this is how i have felt since you left me
im afraid the world will never understand my tears
the ones that you never see
those cried in the dark
and dried far before my sleep deprived face is kissed by the morning sun
since you you have been gone my life has changed
people come people go
no one can ever make me as happy as i was
the security which i now long for
the happiness god denied me
so here i lie a used napkin in the trash where you left me
torn dirty stained used and abused
amongst the odds and ends of your self serving life
having no purpose but to pile up
you could have at least recycled me
where does one go from here
a life of perpetual tears and pain
kmowing you will never come back to me
hiding my pain from the world benath a bravely mustered smile
a portrate of the happy person i once was
before you
stepped in
ran out
and stole my soul
a precious stone in a gallery of of treasures
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