Do you ever learn to be lonely? Does the heart ever auto fill its void. Will life ever be as full alone as it would be if you had someone to share it with. This life for me me hurts like hell i live day to day with a big smile gorgeous face great clothes and live what appears to be the american dream. Well its all a lie. Im so empty on the inside like a once booming factory that has now been closed due to recession. I am filled wit envy anytime i see the perfect couple walk by of a happy family out for a shopping adventure because for most of my life it has been me myself and i. In a room full of people i still feel alone. I dont understand how i can be too good for some and not good enough for others where do i fit in. These are my confessions my deepest feelingS that are never visible on the surface, a facade that hides a trembling, empty little boy. My future is uncertain i really cant decide where i wanna be what i wanna do with my life. so until the day i do i guess i will juss try to make it from day to day, the days in the life of a heartbroken socialite
