The law of confession

These are my confessions. I am a bitch, im mean and cold hearted. For those who dont know me you will probably never understand what has lead tot his point in my life. I remember when my heart broke, the day someone shatter my world into a million pieces that no bottle of Krazy Glue could ever repair. i remember the day my parents looked at me like they didn't know me. I remember the day i lost everything i owned. There have been so many times my heart has been broken and im just trying to pick up the pieces of what used to be my life.I found my faith in the midst of my struggle i connected to the only wise god and the greatest pastor on this side of heaven. It was at that church that I saw my future, it was there that i remembered what hope was and what is was like to imagine my future. I know im wasting my potential but its hard to use it when you cant find a job or when your torn between two cities. At this point in my life i have forgotten about the man who almost took me out, im not sad about being single im sad because im stagnant and i cant seem to get moving. How do you start to rebuild your life in the middle of a recession. How do you like when you feel like everyone around you is tolerating you instead of celebrating you, I dont want to feel like i owe anyone anything anymore.I just want to free and independent. I want a place where my head can be clear so that i can find myself not where im always in spiritual warfare. the soul cannot heal if it is always fighting. Lord i need you to enlarge my territory because im getting claustrophobic.