This time i kno i fucked up. My mouth finally got me in to some shit that i cant get out of. this man who i love so very much took me thru a lot but in the end it was several comments that i made which made all the difference. If i could take back words i would be in the nearest return department but as we all kno words hurt. Now the lack of words is driving me up the walls no phone calls no texts and my days have grown cold. its been a long time since i was this unhappy its been a very long time since i wanted to break down and cry but on today that is the way i feel. Last night i got high to try to clear my mind it didnt work while in that intoxicated state all i did was watch his images floated around my convoluted mindset. WOW how can a man have so much influence over me i don't like it. MY Daily prayer is now please let him come back to me just give me another chance to make it right. IM IM IM IM in love and i hate it.
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