every night before i go to sleep i ask god if its wrong for me 2 hate u but i dont kno why because as hard as i try i just cant seem 2 convince myself that i care any less for you today than i did in salem gardens days. true, indeed that was along time ago and in my heart i grieve b/c the man i knew and loved is dead and gone and i kno nothing about the man that i see pictured in his vestments. i go thru the day thinkin of u and go 2 sleep at night praying and longing for you. respect me enough to read this and take it for what it is its a confession and a man of you religious valor should understand that. i feel stupid the craziest things remind me of u fights in the streets wssu my black watch bishop wl washingtons cd tye tribett and ga i made it thru, i could go on and on. i was inspired 2 write this b/c last night as i listened to Micheal Jackson's heal the world and i asked myself i wonder if he thinks of me. i dnt kno who ur newest chick is but i envy her as i will the ones 2 come b/c not even ur mother will ever love u the way i do. i ask god 2 burden ur heart with that fact. and yes i ask god for things assoc. with what u call a sin but as i see it god is love and love is of god and its never wrong in any form. my love is real. after i send this i feel as though i may never hear from u again but i hold tru 2 my word, if we cant be then i cant know you my soul is tied to urs. i think if i ever do find someone who completes me half as much as u did he will be cheated b/c a piece of my heart is pinned to your coat tail and it will follow u forever. before i grew up i would not be able to say this next part but i have matured and here it is...i wish nothin but the best 4 u i speak prosperity over ur life in the name of the creator i pray all your hopes and dreams will come 2 pass pressed down shaken together and running over and finally i hope that god opens ur eyes and broadens ur narrow horizons. i will close saying this...my love runs long like the nile, crimson like the red sea, high like mt everest and low live the grand canyon may u always remember that. never forget me never stop loving me cause i kno u do and i swear a solemn promise on my very life i will never stop lovin u.
always and forever
