There are no words

There are times in life when even the best of writers have nothing to say. This is one of those days. I am at a complete loss for words when it comes to exactly what just happened 2day. I'm not even sure that the security blanket that so tightly encompassed my body is still there. There i a chilly wind blowing through my soul as i imagine trying to walk away like it was all a joke. A cruel unforgiving joke. My heart crys out in agony as the feeling of uncertainty takes over. Everyones knos there is nothing worse than not knowing exactly what is coming which way is up and which way used to be down. I say used to be down b/c my emotions hat reached the bottom of a once bottomless pit. i used to wonder how far down i could go. I'm HERE. I have no words to describe how i feel. No words to explain the heartbreak no words to describe the embarrassment and no words to share the sense of ambivalence that surrounds me. A songstress once said she had to take a chance and spread her wings. i spread mine i flew only to  fall on my face. So now im searching my soul for the lock and key that had turned my soul into the iron fortress it once was. Now all that remains are the fragments of broken glass... what a day in the life of JAPAN Just a pitiful ass nigga

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