When Love is Realized

Dear Diary,
This is written in the hopes that the man of my dreams will read it some day soon...
=>There is a person trapped inside of this shell i call an existence> from the moment i saw you i saw something. Something beyon the outter shell of the typical punks dream of a "homo thug". It would be so wrong for me to patronize you as i i dont have demons from the past that on occasion cloud my current perception of reality. It was not long ago that this cyrstal heart of mine was broken when someone that i trusted threw stones at the fragile walls of my semi precious heartSecond to one is the title of the chapter in my biography from which i draw my insecurities. i wont dwell on the past just use it as a stepping stone to my manifesting destiny. I love you. You are my dream am i in love with you tho? The only honest answer i can provide is YES on so many levels i simply hope that you this man of my childhood teenage and elderly dreams will be with me untill the bitter end. I dont want to leave you feeling some type of way i just want to give you all of me. I dont want there to be a single aspect of me that you are unfamilar with. Happily ever after just began to play and my imagination fast forwards to a the future our future together. In manhattain in charlotte winston or even the street corner in brooklyn the place doesnt matter as long as it is with you. After you looked me in my blank dazed eyes and gazed upon my pensive face and told me that you love me and only me my insecurties have just that quickly faded and been replaced by a warmth that now encompasses my soul and fills me so much that i runneth over. So from this day forward should i go of in "my own little world" im just running over. i love you baby and i aspire to be nothing more in this life when it comes to matter o the heart that to be you lover friend wife partner ace and any other word that in so many words suggests that every morning that i wake i am blessed and privilaged to gaze upon you beautiful face and utter the smallest three little words and the most significant eight letters "I Love You"
Monday, February 05, 2007 12:31:42 AM

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